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Post by apathy on Jul 12, 2011 23:08:22 GMT -5
Does your life suck? Talk about it here. You know the drill. Both my grandfathers have cancer. I am so, so sad. My grandfather on my dad's side has bladder cancer, and is having surgery to have his bladder removed this month. It's unlikely he'll survive the surgery, and if he does, it's unlikely he'll survive the chemo, because he has a blood disease of some sort and has to get blood transfusions twice a week already, in addition to having emphysema. My other grandfather "probably" has prostate cancer. He gets his biopsy results back Monday. I really, really hope he doesn't have cancer. I honestly don't know how I'll handle it. I haven't seen him often in the last few years, but up until I was 15 or 16, I saw him on an almost weekly basis. I stayed at his house a ton when I was little. Half the pictures in my baby book have my grandfather in them. I'm so upset
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Post by Ka on Jul 13, 2011 0:11:09 GMT -5
^I'm really sorry, Katie. Going through that once was terrible, so I can't imagine doing it twice all at once. *hugs* Jason's grandpa has one carotid artery completely blocked and the other one is 97% blocked, and he's way too weak to have surgery. So, we're just waiting.
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Post by Jon on Jul 13, 2011 2:20:48 GMT -5
today was a setback in realizing ill never have a shot with the unavailable female i have whined about plenty of times.
is it weird that i think i need a rebound from a girl ive never had?
/emo
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Post by Bottle on Jul 13, 2011 21:54:19 GMT -5
My life is such a fucking disappointment and I can't take it anymore. I really just wish I could stop hurting. And I'm even extra depressed because my birthday's coming up and that always depresses me. It just reminds me that I don't have any friends or people who give a shit about me in the direct vicinity. And those that kind of give a shit about me are far away. It reminds me that I've been on this planet another year, fucking up, and wasting my life and that I will likely spend another meaningless year existing. I try to pretend to be excited for my birthday but it falls flat so hard.
All I want for my birthday is to drink myself (or find another way) to get myself into a coma.
/fuck
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Post by john on Jul 13, 2011 22:51:09 GMT -5
I need 4 grand to be able to go back to school in 5 weeks and have no co-signer on a loan. Awesome. I really don't know what the hell I'm going to do
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Post by Ka on Jul 14, 2011 0:52:05 GMT -5
I need 4 grand to be able to go back to school in 5 weeks and have no co-signer on a loan. Awesome. I really don't know what the hell I'm going to do I would cosign for you.
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Post by emmeth on Jul 14, 2011 9:02:06 GMT -5
I follow a blog on Tumblr kept by three soldiers currently serving in Afghanistan. One of those soldiers died on Saturday. From what I understand, he gave his life to save one of his guys. His name was Sergeant David Toole. I've only ever spoken to him through Tumblr and it was never more than a few words. But another soldier died. Another of my brother in arms. This fucking sucks.
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Post by john on Jul 14, 2011 23:37:00 GMT -5
I need 4 grand to be able to go back to school in 5 weeks and have no co-signer on a loan. Awesome. I really don't know what the hell I'm going to do I would cosign for you. This is why you rule
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Post by Bottle on Jul 15, 2011 12:11:03 GMT -5
A small cluster of my housemates are driving me batshit. They're fighting constantly now and trying to drag other people into it.
I really want to move out. I can't deal with this anymore.
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Post by Brittany on Jul 15, 2011 12:20:57 GMT -5
I go to shows and talk to band members I have crushes on ALL THE TIME but I couldn't manage to talk to my crush. Maybe it's because I've never heard his band? I don't know but last night was a fail and I went to a hardcore show for no reason. (I hate hardcore shows)
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Post by catlady on Jul 15, 2011 17:04:59 GMT -5
Today has been fucking shitty as shit. I'm going to drink 20 cups of coffee and go watch harry potter until I feel better.
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Post by Ka on Jul 16, 2011 4:23:51 GMT -5
Aside from seeing Harry Potter today has been utter shit. We'll go backward. Currently: *and tmi warning* I've got a yeast infection caused by antibiotics. That I didn't even need. They were "precautionary antibiotics" And now I have an actual problem! And I'm really uncomfortable! We had Taco Bell for dinner. It made me sick. Then a lady's phone rang when we were in Harry Potter. Twice. Then before Dillon got home his mom yelled at me because the bathroom was messy. I was gone all week and just got back last night. None of my stuff was even IN the bathroom. It was all Dillon's stuff. But apparently since I'm his WIFE now it's my job to clean up his shit. When I woke up this morning I got so dizzy and sick I fell over. And now we're up to speed on my shitty day. I'd say I need a drink, but my stomach is still upset. Oh, I forgot the most important part. My dog is dying. The one I've had since I was 7. My mom said they can't afford any sort of treatment, so they're taking her to be put down. D: Ugh, losing pets is so awful. I'm so sorry.
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Post by Brittany on Jul 16, 2011 14:03:35 GMT -5
My life is such a fucking disappointment and I can't take it anymore. I really just wish I could stop hurting. And I'm even extra depressed because my birthday's coming up and that always depresses me. It just reminds me that I don't have any friends or people who give a shit about me in the direct vicinity. And those that kind of give a shit about me are far away. It reminds me that I've been on this planet another year, fucking up, and wasting my life and that I will likely spend another meaningless year existing. I try to pretend to be excited for my birthday but it falls flat so hard. All I want for my birthday is to drink myself (or find another way) to get myself into a coma. /fuck Don't drink yourself into a coma because then you'll miss my birthday!
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Post by michaelson on Jul 16, 2011 21:46:59 GMT -5
Aside from seeing Harry Potter today has been utter shit. We'll go backward. Currently: *and tmi warning* I've got a yeast infection caused by antibiotics. That I didn't even need. They were "precautionary antibiotics" And now I have an actual problem! And I'm really uncomfortable! We had Taco Bell for dinner. It made me sick. Then a lady's phone rang when we were in Harry Potter. Twice. Then before Dillon got home his mom yelled at me because the bathroom was messy. I was gone all week and just got back last night. None of my stuff was even IN the bathroom. It was all Dillon's stuff. But apparently since I'm his WIFE now it's my job to clean up his shit. When I woke up this morning I got so dizzy and sick I fell over. And now we're up to speed on my shitty day. I'd say I need a drink, but my stomach is still upset. Oh, I forgot the most important part. My dog is dying. The one I've had since I was 7. My mom said they can't afford any sort of treatment, so they're taking her to be put down. D: Ugh, losing pets is so awful. I'm so sorry. Losing pets is the worst And I know I have mentioned it before on tumblr, but I didn't put much detail in it because I feel tumblr's much more open than the, but last month, my Uncle Ray passed away. He had had a stroke in November, and was in the hospital for a few months, but had gotten out around february. He was living with my mom (as they had been for about 3 or 4 years), and one night he had fallen asleep on the couch and never woke up. It was a real shock to hear the news of his passing, but I think my mom took it the worst (especially since she found him). I haven't really thought about it much since the funeral, but it's still feels a little surreal that I no longer have a godfather...
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Post by emmeth on Jul 17, 2011 1:18:47 GMT -5
Fuck fuck fuck fuck fucking fuck fuckity fuckfuck fuuuuuck fuck fuckiiiiiing fuck fuckstick fucking fuckery from fucking hellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll you shut the fuck up, go fuck yourself you selfish, blind, idiotic, naive little FUCK.
Jesus friend chicken...
/angry vent to friend
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