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Post by january on Jul 22, 2011 14:32:01 GMT -5
I really don't know why I can't get over my grandmother's death. She died the day after my birthday back in January and I still cry every time I think about her or hear something about her. They found a buyer for her house, which should be awesome because it's a dumpy little town that no one wants to live in & a shitty housing market... but all it does is make me cry. I can't imagine never going there again.
I don't understand why I can't focus on fondly remembering all the happy memories that I have of a life well-lived and instead have to focus on how much I miss her and how things will never be the same again and how more and more people that I love are dying.
I wish I could somehow force myself to believe in god & in heaven. It would make grieving a hell of a lot easier.
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Post by catlady on Jul 22, 2011 19:12:53 GMT -5
I'm really sorry to hear that, heather... all I can do to help is tell you to talk about it with someone. The more you talk about how you feel, the easier it will hopefully get.
My negativity pales in comparison, but all that stuff that Jon said about not liking talking music on this board already? Yeah, that. I agree.
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Post by emmeth on Jul 23, 2011 3:30:31 GMT -5
Nothing like waking up drunk, crying, hyperventilating, and sending fucked up messages to people. I'm so fucked up...
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Post by Bottle on Jul 24, 2011 13:16:30 GMT -5
, but all that stuff that Jon said about not liking talking music on this board already? Yeah, that. I agree. I said it to Jon and I'll say it again.... [glow=red,2,300]WHY?[/glow] We can't make it better or fix it if y'all don't speak up. This attitude really bums me out/makes me think I didn't put this board together right/is just going to become a wasteland like the other Pits. :/
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Post by apathy on Jul 24, 2011 13:47:53 GMT -5
*massive sigh*
I never thought I'd say this, but I'm ready to go home.
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Post by john on Jul 24, 2011 20:53:00 GMT -5
Rough week in my girlfriend's family. Such a sad story. She has a cousin who played division 1 college football. Somewhere up there, whether injury or what, he gets hooked on OxyContin. This has been going for 3 years. Well, he's able to get into one of the best rehab clinics in the nation. all of a sudden, his family's insurance decides, 'we're not paying for this anymore' and he has to go back home. He gets home his first night and accidentally overdoses on heroin. He was 23.
I knew the guy for the 7 months I've been with Taylor. It really sucks, he was such a good kid who just wanted to be clean and get better, but his addiction literally took him over. I spent one really good night here with him and my girlfriend's brother and we just sat outside till about 4 am just sitting around the fire, talking, and just getting to know each other better. Such a sad situation.
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Post by Jon on Jul 24, 2011 21:07:08 GMT -5
im all super burned up on my arms and legs from biking. i dont mind but its in weird spots that hurt when i shift around. boo!
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Post by celadon on Jul 24, 2011 21:08:42 GMT -5
^ Jesus that's fucking horrible. I'm sorry to hear that.
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Post by Bottle on Jul 24, 2011 21:34:14 GMT -5
Rough week in my girlfriend's family. Such a sad story. She has a cousin who played division 1 college football. Somewhere up there, whether injury or what, he gets hooked on OxyContin. This has been going for 3 years. Well, he's able to get into one of the best rehab clinics in the nation. all of a sudden, his family's insurance decides, 'we're not paying for this anymore' and he has to go back home. He gets home his first night and accidentally overdoses on heroin. He was 23. I knew the guy for the 7 months I've been with Taylor. It really sucks, he was such a good kid who just wanted to be clean and get better, but his addiction literally took him over. I spent one really good night here with him and my girlfriend's brother and we just sat outside till about 4 am just sitting around the fire, talking, and just getting to know each other better. Such a sad situation. Fuck. I'm sorry dude. Substance abuse is one of the hardest things to watch someone go though.
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Post by john on Jul 24, 2011 21:55:26 GMT -5
It's rough just standing by and seeing it unfold. His mom kills me to just look at. It was her first child, and she just loses it out of nowhere. They stayed with us at Taylor's house the first night and she was sitting on the porch and staring out and just broke down. It sucks. My biggest gripe is that he was getting help and was clean for a month, and the insurance company just says, 'nope, we're done'. But this country's healthcare is fine as is, right conservatives?
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Post by Bottle on Jul 24, 2011 22:01:52 GMT -5
Words cannot describe how incredibly fucked up that is.
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Post by michaelson on Jul 24, 2011 22:02:26 GMT -5
That's brutal John, sorry to hear that.
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Post by apathy on Jul 25, 2011 18:45:35 GMT -5
FUCKING MOTHERFUCKING SON OF A BITCH MY FLIGHT GOT CANCELLED AND NOW I'M STUCK HERE FUUUUUUUUUUUUUU Ugh. Hopefully I'll get something tomorrow, but it looks doubtful.
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Post by Jon on Jul 25, 2011 21:05:32 GMT -5
^thats lame, hope you get on one soon. also john, thats terrible, sorry to hear that man.
two things: the camp i know and love and grew up at is threatened with fire again. i had to evacuate in 03 with all my stuff still there and it was terrible. the camp doesnt seem to be too threatened this time but all the smoke has closed down camp the rest of the summer.
picked up my car from the shop today after not having a working car for a week. it broke down on the way home. godfuckingdamnit. it will go back tomorrow.
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Post by Brittany on Jul 25, 2011 23:59:00 GMT -5
Hey Clever Clevinger, you know I wuvs you and you're my home boy 4 lyfe so you should know that I'm always here for ya!
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