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Post by Bottle on Jul 30, 2011 20:55:57 GMT -5
I'm just going to fuck my liver up into oblivion. I'm never going to find someone as good as Sloane. And I didn't even deserve him to begin with.
FUCK. I'm the worst fucking person.
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Post by michaelson on Jul 31, 2011 10:10:59 GMT -5
That's not true at all, Nicole. You're great, and I'm sure everyone here agrees with me. I don't know if Sloane is as great as you say, but I still want to punch him in the nose for breaking your heart. You're better than still being bummed over this guy, and I hope you bounce back soon.
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Post by apathy on Jul 31, 2011 23:22:54 GMT -5
Nicole, you are fucking awesome.
Also Dillon is not comforting but he says you're better than Sloane anyway because Sloan is a toilet company.
Basically he agrees that you are awesome.
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Post by Bottle on Aug 1, 2011 1:12:43 GMT -5
Guys you're sweet. I was really drunk and bumming. I know deep down, Sloane needs to work on themself and their shit and they felt like they couldn't put themelves into a relationship and they thought letting me go was better than hurting more down the line. But it's just...hard to accept y'know? Sloane really really is a good person and so I can't hate them. It was so easy to hate every other guy because they did hurt me, and they intended to hurt me and didn't care, but I know Sloane truly does care about me. I just hope we can be friends again.
In other news, I hung out today with the guy who I mentioned I thought was weird and yeah, he's weird but sweet and I'm absolutely TERRIFIED of getting attached. He's fucking ADORABLE. But mehhhhhhhhhhhh....I think he's moving in the fall for school but meeeehhhhhh I like him and he's pretty and nice and stuff. Like really pretty.
And I am out of concealer so I have to go to CVS before work tomorrow and remember to do so or everyone at work is going to make fun of me for being covered in hickeys. So I'd say the date went pretty well.
Oh...and when I say he's very attractive...he looks a little bit like Andy Nelson from Paint It Black. And you all know how I feel about him.
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Brittany
Meat Tornado
Mrs. Shevchuk
A brand new beatnik; a down-and-outer
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Post by Brittany on Aug 1, 2011 1:42:30 GMT -5
I decided I'm not going to date Brittany cause I'm not into dudes. In other news: fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu uh... what? Also, ooo la la Nicole! Also, I really hate myself for having crushes on people because I hate thinking about them when I should be thinking about more important things plus I just don't have time for anyone ever and I don't want anyone taking up my time that I could use to be working on more important things. That sounds selfish but it's how I feel.
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Post by Bottle on Aug 7, 2011 13:40:47 GMT -5
I fucking hate everything. I didn't want a relationship with this guy. But I did really like him. And I didn't even get to fuck him. Asshole gave me the worst goddamn blue balls.
I sacrifice spending more time hanging out with some of my Canadian friends who are visiting to make time to hang out with this guy and he blows me off saying "This is a really bad time for me. Trust me, I want you. I'm just dealing with issues right now and don't want to pull you into them."
WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN? It's the same bullshit cop out I've gotten from so many dudes. Even Sloane to an extent. I want to sympathize. I really do but after hearing this shit over and over again from people it's really hard for me not to believe it's anything other than bullshit.
I'm just tired of getting strung along, wasting my time, and falling face first into a pile of bullshit every time.
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Post by emmeth on Aug 7, 2011 16:25:04 GMT -5
So there's the guy I'm still relatively in love with who rejected me so he could date a World of Warcraft character, yeah? His brother, whom I've actually been friends with longer, has feelings for me. He always has since the day we met.
Oh boy. Awkward.
This dude kinda vomited everything to me. He never wanted to have a relationship with me because it all would have been long-distance. And he never wanted to ruin the friendship had it not worked; he felt that he couldn't be everything I deserved while he's so far away. However...he's coming home for good next spring. And he's most excited to finally be closer to me for more than two weeks at a time, for the first time since we've known each other.
Okay...bouncing between brothers like that feels very very weird. At the same time, though, why deny myself the chance to be happy with someone who actually wants to put the honest effort into being with me?
I'm not going to get excited about this. I'm not going to get in over my head, because it'll be my luck, I'll get super excited and shit'll fall apart and I'd be out two friends. But...it would be nice to see how things would be with him. I'm curious as to how that'd go.
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Post by catlady on Aug 7, 2011 17:26:34 GMT -5
I guess I could have just called this thread "The RelationSHITS Thread," huh guys?
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alyssa
Not A N00B
Faithless, I'll adore you.
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Post by alyssa on Aug 7, 2011 19:43:32 GMT -5
^Hugs. To all that need them.
Still single, not really looking. Speaking of hugs, that's the thing I really miss about dating/relationships: the affection. Other than that, I really don't feel like going through all the bullshit it takes trying to get to know someone, and I enjoy being able to do whatever it is I want (within my means) without having to worry about what someone else thinks/wants. If someone awesome enough were to come up, I'd reconsider. Until then, I have fortresses around my heart.
I may have a small crush on a quasi-former coworker (we still work for the same company, but I recently switched offices and we no longer work together type of a deal), and have been thinking about sending him a message on FB. He's a really nice dude, so eh, we'll see.
My brother is still after me to make an okcupid profile. I'm almost convinced, if not only for the lulz.
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Post by Bottle on Aug 7, 2011 20:31:11 GMT -5
I have one but I rarely use it because either guys are either TOO pretentious (and being too pretentious for even me...I never thought it was possible) to the point where you just want to punch them in the nose and tell them to get the fuck over themselves or they are complete and utter dinguses with no regard for grammar or spelling at least this is what I'm finding in the Philly area. I've had other people use the site with some success. My friends Kev and Boner both have relationships from that site.
So I hardly ever check that shit. I'm actually addicted to the quizzes though. And on my profile, I clearly state that I'm an asshole.
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Post by emmeth on Aug 9, 2011 23:53:49 GMT -5
Oh hey! It's another night I find myself so fucking pissed of at being second-rate to a video game avatar, I'm bawling. Fuckity fuck fuck fucking fuck. WHO THE FUCK DOES THAT JESUS FRIED CHICKEN!!!!!
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Post by catlady on Aug 10, 2011 0:00:01 GMT -5
while i am not totally into the idea of dating anyone right now, i do have a teensy crush on one of the phlebotomists at the plasma center i go to. he's tall and sweet and cute.
(the idea of a relationship and all the things that go along with it gives me serious anxiety. i'm a basket case anymore when it comes to opening up to dudes. hence why i don't particularly think about dating, because i doubt i'm prepared to open up or make any kind of commitments to anyone. rant rant rant rant whatever.)
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Post by celadon on Aug 10, 2011 1:19:39 GMT -5
Distance sucks. He's no longer quasi homeless but his landlord is a cunt. He's still looking for work. Hes trying not to let on that this is bothering him but it's transparent. He's a good little soldier.
Baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
Also, he's meeting some of my cousins this weekend and I have no fucking idea how to introduce him. "Hey this is Brian, my boyfriend." makes everyone ever defensive and bah... do I just wait for the "how did you two meet" question or attack it? Do I even like these cousins enough to let them into my life that much? BAH!
I know I'm gonna tell them but all the stupid shit running through my head.
I'm also horny as fuck when I'm not with him. It's not even wanting sex, just physical contact. Alone... well... yeah...
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Post by january on Aug 10, 2011 21:05:47 GMT -5
I never ever ever have anything to add to this thread. Except that you all are awesome and deserve to be with someone equally awesome and to live happily ever after forever and ever and ever... and shit like that, yeah?
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Post by Bottle on Aug 10, 2011 21:24:47 GMT -5
I'm also horny as fuck when I'm not with him. It's not even wanting sex, just physical contact. Alone... well... yeah... I am like this. Everyone asks me why I don't just fap when I get sexually frustrated, but even if I did, it just doesn't do it for me. I need the contact of another person. In other news, I have a date with some guy tomorrow. Not the one I recently bitched about. Just some guy I hardly know. Meh. I'm jaded. If the jerk from before calls me, I'm ashamed to admit I will give him another chance. I can't deny how badly I want to get on that. Bah....and it also hurts to admit this, but he does a lot of stupid little things that reminds me of Sloane and I feel like that's the biggest reason I want to keep him around.
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